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I'm fairly new to this mixed media thing ( self taught too) and my confidence in my abilities often wavers like a flag in the wind. Gee I'm not so bad -Oh my goodness who am I kidding I suck. I know I shouldn't but I can't help compare myself with others and boy this can be tough on the ole ego at times.
I have been hanging on to Cassandra's Marie Altered book for well over 2 months way passed the alloted time. I just couldn't get passed all the amazing work everyone had done, how to I keep up with such stunning creations. I knew I would have to pull out some elaborate over the top stuff to fit in with this crowd, but I'm a simple girl and the more pressure I put on myself the more my heels kept digging in deeper until I was completely sunk.
Now I've really gone and done it I'm frozen and can't move and I'll never get my pages started, stupid confidence come back because I have work to do.
Simplicity, echos in my heart my soul knows the answer it just takes my body and mind a bit to catch up. Time to put away those ideas that I must do as others do just be myself and create what feels right for me.
So simplicity it is and once I allowed this idea to surface things started to flow and this is what I came up with


I found these illustrations in an old English news paper (1880) and as soon as I saw them I knew they would be perfect. I wanted the ladies to stand out so I just added a bit of colour only on them, I used pastels. These are the original images and using them was a bit scary if I messed up with the cutting or colouring to bad so sad there won't be any others so make this good. I usually scan and reprint my old stuff but since I wasn't doing all that fancy painting and what not with my background, and I still wanted the pages to be special. So only the originals would do. I really like how they turned out and I plan on using more of the images from the old papers for future projects.
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I managed to get Shelly's Steampunk pages done too, these are the images I showed in my previous post and this is how I finished them up. I've just starting using more of my own photo's in my art I'm teaching myself how to alter my images in photo shop elements still waiting for the big purchase of Photo shop cs4, must save many pennies for that one. I think the more original work I use the better, of course I do love the old antique photo's and I have fun altering them so I consider them my originals too.
I used a photo I took of a old train bridge for this page I think it makes the perfect a Time Machine.
Bob's filling station is a shot of an old building I took while on a excursion with my dear friend Karen CiderantiquesI still have more steampunk pages to do this time its Sandy's book, I'm in the tinkering stage with my images hope to have them done soon. I'm also working on some journal pages, chunky pages and a larger piece all for group swaps. I'm trying some new products can't wait to see how they turn out. I also found the perfect book for an art journal at a second hand shop the other day. I have been wanting to start one for years I just have been to scared, but I think the time is right, I'm ready.............I'll keep you posted on my progress.
Thanks for stopping by until next time
Hugs Deborah

15 comments:
Well, considering your lack of confidence and self doubts you have done an amazing job of these: they are fabulous! I do know the feelings you describe and from listening to others there's not many of us who don't go thru them, so don't worry about it: just keep creating what YOU feel happy with and you will just grow and grow: good luck!
omggggggg the marie pages are FANFRIGGINTASTIC!!!! im not kidding!! u DOOOO have a gift! and i love all your work!! it inspires me!! and your steampunk pages are so cool... this steampunk stuff has been intriging me latley.... never seen it till the last month or so... Fantastic work doll!! u should never doubt yourself you are SO talanted!! hugssssss steph
WOW Deborah you blow my mind! From the moment I met you I was stunned with your art. And I am not just saying this! I look at your art and honestly it baffles me. There are so many detailed beautiful things that I could stare at it for hours. Simplicity is the last thing I think. Your work is spectacular and very original. Even if I did want to try to copy your style, I don't think I could! And in my mind that makes you an OUTSTANDING artist!
I am self taught too and I know how you feel. We are our worst critics! Keep up the amazing work! Don't change a thing!
Hugs
Cassandra
Deborah, your pages for Cassandra are truly amazing. You are so talented. I love your style. I am sure Cassandra will be so excited. Take care.
I think your work is amazing, a real gift. I think we all doubt our talents, we compare and criticize. Take it from all these wonderful posts above you are very talented and I too love to see the work you do.
Angie
i giggled to myself when i read your confidence wavers like a flag in the wind. oh my gosh..i can SO relate. i look at everyone's work and i wonder...where does mine fit into this? i think for people who do art it's almost natural to have such a critical eye when it comes to what we make. we tend to focus on what is not right rather than letting go and see the happy accidents. if no one has ever told you have magnificant your art is..then let me tell you.....i've never seen anything you did that i wouldn't want to own myself!
Deborah, your pages are STUNNING! Wow. I have felt very insecure with all of these books, but there is no reason you should EVER feel insecure. You are an amazing artist and we are all blessed to be working with you! Thanks for all you so! xoxo Rhonda...
Deborah, are you kidding? Your work is amazing! She is going to love those pages! I adore them! Becs
I have no idea how I found myself here at your blog. That is how it is, however, in this realm. But I wanted to stop and take a moment to say I am so sorry for the grief you have come to know. Nineteen years later I can still feel the physical pain when I call to mind the days, months after my Mother died. I send warm hugs and words of comfort that never even touch the place that is now forever a part of you. A magnified loss...
xox Rella
I just discovered your blog and what an amazing, enchanted treat to view your artwork. So much to see to delight and inspire- I look forward to visiting again!
Hello Deb, Happy Halloween to my favourite witchy woman :) The original Marie pages are stunning! You have created Magic there for sure! Just love the steampunk pages and that old garage is a perfect backdrop for your victorian images. Love the clock work. ~ Karen
I think your Steampunk work is amazing. I love the way you put it all together..... not just the steampunk but everything. Very talented!
I simply adore these Marie pieces you made. If you had not mentioned it, I would have never in a million years guessed that you were new to mixed media. The colors jump out at the viewer, the flowers add nice texture, the background paper gives depth, I just love them. And most of all I love how you colored them in. Can't wait to see what this inexperienced, incredibly talented artist will do next?
Hey Deb . . . where are you? Give me a call, Karen
good article.........................................................................
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